April 2012
13 posts
"UC Santa Barbara, Class of 2016!!!!! :-)"
That “:-)” is false. I’m having a hard time even seeing what I’m typing because my eyes are still swollen. I haven’t cried this much in a really long time.
I’m glad I’m going to UCSB, I really am. I know many people who dreamed of going to UCSB but failed to get in. I should be grateful. But for me, it was the other way around. UCSB was not my dream...
I guess I am a really heartless person but Every 15 Minutes made no impact on me whatsoever. Everyone around me was sniffling and crying and talking about how sad it was and all I could think was…. didn’t you already know that??? Didn’t you already know that drinking and driving could cause that? Also knowing that one of the people participating in it had parents who bought...
and soon enough we just won’t care who sees
I WANT PAVLOVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
wish I could go back to when i was 6 hahaha
I wish I could express my feelings better. It’s so hard for me to show someone that I like him/her and that I care for him/her. It sucks so much to see someone I care for so much going through something so difficult. Yesterday on the phone I couldn’t even say any words to make you feel better and I woke up this morning crying for you and for her.
Yesterday I took a survey for my...
“Oh baby I love your way, everyday Wanna tell you I love your way, everyday Wanna be with you night and day”
my dreams really frighten me
how do I go from happy to sad so quickly?? :-(
I applaud the penis of our school
prank well done
I keep doubting every good thing that happens to me :-( I hate the future
dear idiots,
Yes, yes I do reblog photos of Hitler because I am a Nazi. Yes, you are totally correct and totally intelligent. I am an Asian teenager who is a neo-Nazi.
Sigh…
I’m certain the same idiots cannot sense the sarcasm.
I find myself thinking about you and then I realise I’m smiling.. genuinely smiling, too, which I apparently don’t do much. Then I smile even more when I remember how you tell me you do the same, too.
March 2012
11 posts
day 1
Very successful. For breakfast I made my own vegan pancakes and ate them with berries. I took a plain pancake to school (it was good okay……..) and ate an apple for lunch. When I got home I ate a vegan burrito! Which was super duper delicious and I’m really thankful for the internet hahaha and the search bar for recipes. My mother liked it too! Then tonight I baked some vegan...
Pledged veganism for 30 days with the PETA
This is something I’ve wanted to do for such a long time. Being just a vegetarian isn’t enough. I’ve read more than enough about the cruel treatment of animals and animal cruelty is just one thing I cannot stand for. If my small contribution can help make greater things in the world, then so be it. I think this is a good time to do this, too, because I don’t feel good about...
Can someone just fall in love with me.
you know that moment
when you fucking hate everyone… except your family….. and all you want to do is cuddle up in your bed and never leave your room except to eat loads of food with your mum and dad and sister
Seriously fuck everyone else right now.
It’s amazing how some people are so good at hiding their real feelings. Yesterday I found out some of the saddest news of my life and still, 24+ hours after, I still can’t say that I’m 100% happy. She seemed so fine at school today, really normal, and I just wonder how she disguises it so well. I hope I didn’t make the mistake by telling an adult but I felt like I had to....
amazing how one moment I’m on the brink of crying and the next I feel love
I went to the swim meet yesterday and it was ridiculously cold. I was also super hungry because I’d sort of had 3-week old leftover cereal crumbs for lunch. The swim meet was nice though, it’s always nice spending time with him. We went to jazz practice together but that also meant no dinner for me :( During the entire rehearsal I felt dizzy, maybe from hunger maybe because I was...
love finally makes sense
February 2012
11 posts
in a very musical mood today...
guess Im gonna get crackity crakin on that chamber orchestra work
“Happy V-Day (not 1945) to you too.”
best Valentine’s day ever ♥
Kinda want Dante’s life………I’m obsessed with you, french lump <3
would really like to dye my whole head pink
Dear dream prom dress,
Please stop being $1498 and become more affordable.
Love,
Broke high school girl
“My aunt from Japan is telling me that I’m very hungry right now.”
Where is my 40 freaking dollar diary…………………………….times like these i wanna internally punch my brain
But okay…I feel so lucky. He’s literally the only reason I haven’t gone bonkers in class and screamed at everyone. He’s basically the only person who’s been able to have a conversation with me today...
January 2012
9 posts
you make me happy, you magnify my better side
monuments to where i have been and melodies to where i am going
I am so sorry
that I’m a psychopath
Eileen Dietz
His eyelashes flutter against my cheek
My heart races at a million miles per hour
Here comes the overflowing sadness
need (not really) but want
UNIF Hellraisers $165
Doc Martens (white, floral, red velvet) $130 x3 = $390
New Look Mini Briefcase $45
Colour hair dye (no seriously…)
I guess.. I should start skipping lunch again haha
WIKIPEDIA
WHY??? WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY ON THE DAY BEFORE MY TERM PAPER IS DUE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i don't know where else to write this so...
…HAHAHAHA FUCK YOU LAP FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
termpaper will be the death of me…..please osmeone slap me awake tomorrow, thanky ou :)
December 2011
1 post
ohh disregard foind my diary thnk lordddddd
November 2011
146 posts
